The church referred to members who had left as having “died.”
I told the missionary’s wife, I just want to go preaching with Thomas. That’s all I want.
I hadn’t believed in god before I joined the church, but I already had an obsession with being a good person.
These are some manipulation tactics I was exposed to after spending some time in the church.
Due to staying so late and living about an hour from the church, I was chronically sleep deprived. I also had the belief that the Passover protected me from all disasters.