My feeling of guilt and indebtedness only increased when Mr. Dan, aka Pastor Daniel Lee, declared that a room would be built for me in the Big Shine office.

While I was working for both the church and Big Shine, I could feel my mental health getting worse.

Members were expected to attend a “preaching assembly” every single day, then be sent out to recruit new members.

It started when I was cast as a dancer in a WMSCOG stage production and we were all told to diet. I decided to do the keto diet.

I found these notes from a “family meeting” with Pastor Daniel Lee among my notebooks.